"I missed you."
"I've missed you too. But I still don't know who are you truly and who am I? And something of you has changed, I can feel. Or not. I just don't know anything about you. You never really shared information and knowledge with me, in my host planet's way I mean."
"Are you comfortable here? Are you content with your staying here on your host planet?"
"I am. I am happy here."
"Do you still cry like before?"
"Hmmm, yes and no. But I think Earth has grown into me gradually. There is a different voice, a different figure, developed over time inside of my host body. Whenever I was caught searching and longing for you, she told me to stop and she thinks I'm extremely stupid."
"That's how you stopped yourself from pain right?"
"Yes."
"That's perfect. With her help, you will eventually fully adapt to Earther's life. And that's what I want for you. Nevertheless, don't let her overpower you and put you down, as long as she could help you stop the pain, that's enough. Be strong to hold the line, when you are not remembering me anymore, she won't be needed. At this point, the less you know is better for you. All you need to know is our, your original system is on the edge of total destruction. I won't be able to stay here with you, I have to go back. But you should stay and become one of them, to continue the existence."
"Do I have a choice?"
"Not really..."
"Do I get to know the truth?"
"Not really..."
"Then I hate you now. Maybe it's better that I stay here. I will have less and less of you, and more and more of them."
"You will be one of them, but you will always be different. You won't remember me much longer, but I will always be in you. You are the continuance of my own existence."
"Do you still desire me like how the Earthers do?"
"Yes, I do. I never stopped. I have never been away from you."
"Ya, I know. But this is goodbye then?"
"Yes, this is goodbye, my love. I won't be able to appear in front of you like this anymore."
"...farewell then, my sweet baby that I never got to know; farewell then, the other world that I would never be able to see; farewell then, my life and my love that will soon disappear like it never happened before. Forgive me for not knowing and not being there for you. Forgive me for turning into one of them and parting from where I was from. Forgive me..."