"You want to know something really wild? Okay, I gotta look at your face while I tell you this...
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I was 'in love' with you the first time I saw you, across the table in that bar. Little bright bar light shone on your beautiful face.
Sometimes, you just can't explain this kind of mysterious attraction. I've been thinking about you since. You are always in my mind!
Obviously, feelings and understanding evolved over time. But precisely because you are kind and sweet, today, I still constantly run into you in my mind and have the courage to tell this to your face, without hesitation.
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We both know this kind of 'love' differs from the kind of 'love' that is derived from sharing a life and building something together. We don't have the ground to create a joint life, or so I understand, according to how society functions. Therefore please don't take any pressure from this information.
I just want to quietly enjoy you, whatever the you that is available for me. When you get time to be present with me, I'm thrilled for days; when you are too busy to share a word, I go on waiting, in silence.
You would never know, you would never know what I have been through under that lethal silence.
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But silence, silence is going to be how our story will end, isn't it? I have just been getting used to it.
One day, someone with a radiant smile will be right for you; together, you will weave a warm nest and sing a co-composed tune. I will decorate the nest with fresh purple freesias on top; on the side, I will hum to your song.
Or we parted ways before that; whenever you want to initiate the silence, I'll accept it.
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Until then, please grant me the liberty to converse freely with you, exchange our funny thoughts, and..."
"Time is up! Please proceed to unwire and detach." A notification jumped up.
"Gosh, that felt good, isn't it? Outpouring such emotions with the actual physical sensations. Well, whatever it is. It felt surreal! Humans used to live like this? How did they ever get any advancement done? Stuck in their emotions and physical forms eternally...Whatever script I used was pretty raw, I like that. It felt like a whole lot of time in there getting deep down into the emotions and sensations, filled up with the silent 'memories' in the background. Maybe next time I would try something from the same category."